Worship to End Abortion

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Trauma to Triumph

Trauma to Triumph

Forgiving the Mom Who Tried to Abort Me

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Carrie knew she was different but the recurring nightmare made her brave enough to ask. Her mom’s confession changed everything: Carrie is an abortion survivor. In her memoir, Carrie shares her struggle to forgive and believe her self-worth.

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Trauma to Triumph

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Trauma to Triumph

What if your worship were a weapon to win women and men for life and for Christ?

Abortion is spiritual warfare. And God has given you a powerful sword for the fight: worshipful, scripture-based prayers.

Worship is not just songs sung on Sunday, but praise sung from temples of the Holy Spirit with breastplates securely in place as living sacrifices that move the heart of God and defeat the spiritual forces of evil.

The Battle Is Real—and You're Called to Stand Firm

Satan grows bolder every day, but Ephesians 3:20 promises that God "can do immeasurably more than we ask or imagine through the power that works within us." That power comes from the Holy Spirit through righteous prayer and wholehearted worship.

Worship to End Abortion equips you to:

  • Stand firm with the full armor of God

  • Pray with biblical authority using scripture-based prayers

  • Worship as a living sacrifice from your temple of the Holy Spirit

  • Intercede powerfully for the abortion-minded

  • Transform hearts and minds by speaking the truth in love

The same nightmare. Again and again.

A baby, still in her mother's womb, fighting for her life.

As a little girl, Carrie couldn't understand why the dream never stopped.

Night after night, it returned, leaving her frightened and searching for answers. Finally, she turned to the one person she hoped could explain it.

"Mom... make it make sense."

What followed was a confession that changed everything.

Carrie discovered that before she was born, an attempt had been made to end her life. She was an abortion survivor.

Will Carrie forgive her mom?

In this memoir, Carrie shares her struggles to forgive, to deal with bullying, and to believe her self-worth. More than a story of survival, Carrie’s testimony gives voice not only to abortion survivors but to moms who deeply regret their choices.

Inside This Prayer Guide

Each chapter provides:

  • Bible stories that speak to being a true worshiper

  • Practical applications to the abortion conversation

  • Scripture-based prayers that draw you closer to God

Because "the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective" (James 5:16), this guide helps you pray in righteousness so God can work powerfully through you.

Make Abortion Unthinkable

Your prayers matter. Your worship is a weapon. And your God can do the impossible.

Join the battle. Let your worship rise as incense before the throne of God—and watch Him move on behalf of the most vulnerable among us.

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Features of the Book

Bible Stories

Because all scripture is God-breathed and useful for teaching and training in righteousness so that God’s servants may be thoroughly equipped for every good work (1 Timothy 3:16-17), every chapter starts with a Bible story.

Modern Applications

With examples, the author demonstrates how the Bible stories apply to life today.

Scripture-Based Prayers

Scripture-based prayers with citations provided at the end of every chapter.

Citations

Citations provided so that you can be a Berean Christian (Acts 17:11) and examine the scriptures to see whether these things are true.

Beyond Psalm 139

God knit us together, but so many more Bible verses show that God values pre-born babies.

The Bible Does Address Abortion

Information is lost through translation, yet the author can show that the New Testament does address abortion.

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“Cheryl’s book helps people with the most  powerful weapons to help end abortion: prayer, God’s truth, and worship!  She leads people through their quiet time with the Lord; helps them prepare their hearts to go to battle for the unborn, mothers and fathers; and shows how to worship Jesus during the battle.  I love her kindness and heart behind this book. What a great guide to help our hearts stay on track to be bold in our prayers to end abortion but also love others well.” ~Serena Dyksen, Founder and Author of She Found His Grace
“This devotional speaks directly from the heart of our Heavenly Papa. I love how it brings about a purposeful focus in strategic prayer to end abortion.” ~Jennifer Milbourn, Vacuum Aspiration Abortion Survivor, Abortion Survivors Network
“Written from the heart of a woman who has experienced the healing power of our grace-filled, love-motivated, powerful Heavenly Father, Worship to End Abortion beckons the reader with the life-changing, life-healing power of Jesus Christ. This scripture-rich guide is anointed with hope. Cheryl is your seasoned tour guide on a journey of engaging the Lord in worship to bring about the end of what nearly was the end of her. More Christians need to be equipped for spiritual battle, and Cheryl’s devotional guide will help many confidently put on their armor!” ~Briana Nei, Founder of Revealed Ministries for Women, Speaker, and Author of Revealed in Ephesians: The Mystery of Who I Am in Christ
“A fresh approach to changing abortion law forever. Cheryl Krichbaum introduces worship as the battle plan to stop the practice that destroys millions of lives every year: lives of babies, mothers, fathers, and practitioners.” ~Faye Bryant, Speaker, Life Purpose Coach, and Author of Coffee, Bible, Journal; The Grandma, Mom, and Me Saga; and Ramblings from the Shower FayeBryant.com

Endorsed by...

This devotional speaks directly from the heart of our Heavenly Papa. I love how it brings about a purposeful focus in strategic prayer to end abortion.”

Jennifer Milbourn, Vacuum Aspiration Abortion Survivor, Abortion Survivors Network

Cheryl’s book helps people with the most powerful weapons to help end abortion: prayer, God’s truth, and worship! She leads people through their quiet time with the Lord; helps them prepare their hearts to go to battle for the unborn, mothers and fathers; and shows how to worship Jesus during the battle. I love her kindness and heart behind this book. What a great guide to help our hearts stay on track to be bold in our prayers to end abortion but also love others well.

Serena Dyksen, post-abortive & now pro-life Founder and Author of She Found His Grace

A fresh approach to changing abortion law forever. Cheryl Krichbaum introduces worship as the battle plan to stop the practice that destroys millions of lives every year: lives of babies, mothers, fathers, and practitioners.

Faye Bryant, Speaker, Life Purpose Coach, and Author of Coffee, Bible, Journal; The Grandma, Mom, and Me Saga; and Ramblings from the Shower

Written from the heart of a woman who has experienced the healing power of our grace-filled, love-motivated, powerful Heavenly Father, Worship to End Abortion beckons the reader with the life-changing, life-healing power of Jesus Christ. This scripture-rich guide is anointed with hope. Cheryl is your seasoned tour guide on a journey of engaging the Lord in worship to bring about the end of what nearly was the end of her. More Christians need to be equipped for spiritual battle, and Cheryl’s devotional guide will help many confidently put on their armor!

Briana Nei, Founder of Revealed Ministries for Women, Speaker, and Author of Revealed in Ephesians: The Mystery of Who I Am in Christ

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A Couple Reviews

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5 star

I love the humble approach. Very love filled and thoughtful.

shawnshawn

5 star

Thank you for a book that focuses on fighting abortion through worship.

Edgar Pacheco Jr., Pro-Life Advocate, Republic City Advocacy and Consulting LLC

Carrie Fischer’s story, as told through her book Trauma to Triumph, is a testament to the glory of God and the manifestation of who He is in our lives. Through this book, you will encounter many themes that will relate to readers of all walks of life. As you read, open your heart and let its words encourage you and lead you to a place of hope and love in Jesus.

Shimrit Hanes, Author and former lead singer-songwriter of Zemer Levav, shimrithanes.com

Carrie Fischer’s story is an encouraging Trauma to Triumph autobiography. A perfect book for those of us who struggle to forgive ourselves and those who’ve caused us pain.

Her journey, though painful, illustrates for us how God works through every situation, both bad and good and how even the most painful experiences shape us into His image, into who He created us to be. I highly recommend her book.

Mark Sherwood, ND, Longevity and Functional Medicine Expert, Best Selling Author, Actor, Film Maker, Functional Medical Institute, functionaldr.com, drmarksherwood.com

Often the key to healing is learning the process of forgiveness. Many times forgiveness is not really about the other person but instead about you. When forgiveness is granted, you are now free to be who God wants you to be. This book outlines the pain and struggles of a young woman dealing with the pain of rejection while living as a survivor of a “failed” abortion. As you read, put yourself in her shoes. You will then likely discover the need to forgive rise up in you. Be encouraged and blessed.

Laura Bradshaw, President Journey U, Author, Speaker, Life Coach, journeyu.org

Trauma to Triumph is a powerful testimony to the mercy and grace of God. Through her own story, Carrie Fischer demonstrates that no life is beyond God’s redemption. With honesty, compassion, and unwavering faith, she reminds readers that God can transform even the deepest wounds into something beautiful for His glory. This book offers hope to anyone longing to move from shame and brokenness to freedom and a secure identity in Christ.

Kenneth (Kenny) Martin II, Senior Pastor, Living Stones Church

WOW! What an honor to read and endorse Trauma to Triumph. The book is not only for people who have had severe traumatic things happen in their lives, I believe it is something that every-one should read. My grandma used to tell us her feet hurt until she met a man with no feet. We can get caught up in the “look what they did to me” syndrome and never get to see the joy God has before us.

All throughout the book, the message of God comes through. We can say we forgive and are healed but it isn’t until the heart gets the fact that healing is in the heart. It is a choice only we can make in order to move forward.

The enemy tried filling Carrie with lies upon lies because he knows what this book will do for others. Revelation tells us that we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony. To quote her mom, many babies will be saved because of this book. Trauma to Triumph is definitely a message the world needs to hear.

Frank Mazzapica M.A., Senior Pastor of New Covenant Church, Humble, Texas

Carrie Yvette Fischer’s Trauma to Triumph: Loving the Mom Who Tried to Abort Me is a remarkable testimony of God’s redeeming grace and the resilience of a human spirit. With honesty and courage, Carrie opens her heart to share the painful realities of rejection, bullying, and the lifelong sting of hearing the words, “Your dad left you and your mom tried to kill you.” She also endured the cruel judgments and stares that came because of her facial disfigurement.

Yet, this is not ultimately a story about suffering, it is a story about victory. Through an unwavering faith in Jesus Christ, Carrie refused to let bitterness define her life. Instead, she discovered forgiveness, purpose, and hope. Today, she inspires audiences as a public speaker, encouraging others to face life’s trials with courage and has been blessed with a loving marriage to her husband Richard.

This book is a powerful reminder that your past does not have to determine your future. No matter how deep the wounds or how impossible the circumstances may seem, God’s love can transform pain into purpose and trauma into triumph. I wholeheartedly recommend this inspiring autobiography to anyone searching for hope, healing, and the assurance that God’s grace is greater than life’s darkest moments.

Jacob Vazquez, President of Truthful Hope and Author of Sacred or Secular: The Pro-Life Case for Grounding Human Value in the Image of God

When I first met Carrie and heard her story, I was in complete awe. One word came to the forefront of my mind: restoration. Her story is that of true, genuine, and divinely inspired restoration.

Sadly, the abortion industry calls individuals like Carrie “failed abortions.” There is no such thing. Rather than being a “failure,” Carrie and the many like her are blessings made in the image of God—miraculously saved by the hand of God from being unjustly killed via abortion.

In Trauma to Triumph, Carrie beautifully and clearly tells her story. She takes the reader on a deep dive into all that she’s been through. At times, you will likely be brought to tears, and other times you’ll be praising the Lord! This is a testament to Carrie’s gift of writing and her honesty in telling her beautiful story. I pray the Lord sends this book to the masses. Let Him use it to remind the world that with God, there is true restoration.

Dr. Kim Brunson, Adjunct Professor at Kingdom Bible College & Seminary

I recommend Carrie’s book not only to those who need to reconsider a decision to abort their child but to those who may be struggling with esteem issues concerning their appearance and to those who might be uncertain of their intrinsic value to the Lord and how that will play out in their own life experience. Carrie’s book is quite transparent and hopeful.

Cheryl Krichbaum, Speaker & Multi-Award-Winning Author of ReTested and Worship to End Abortion, worship2endabortion.com

Carrie’s ability to forgive her mom makes my heart melt. Her mom’s boldness to tell others her bad “choice” gives me strength. Carrie’s conversations with Yeshua build my faith. But most importantly, Carrie’s story shows that God has a plan for every life. I pray you’re blessed by Carrie’s own words.

Author Bio

Carrie is a Holy-Spirit-led motivational speaker who inspires and encourages others to embrace their God-given identity, value, and purpose through her testimony, empowering them to walk out their calling and walk in victory and freedom in Christ. Carrie is a mother to two miscarried babies and lives in Texas with her husband, Richard. Together, they travel and speak and share God’s message of hope and healing.

Carrie Yvette Fischer

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